7/31/09

things to consider...

one day im gonna stop being such a fucking coward and say what really needs to be said. ...one day. hopefully. who knows though.

also, i'll be more like Kat Dennings; who happens to be infinitely more awesome than i am.

fried oreos should be considered a holy meal.

going to see lil' wayne, drake, soulja boy, young jeezy, and jeremih on saturday. IT SHALL BE EPIC.



okai, bai. <3


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7/26/09

I'm gonna smile and not get worried. I try, but it shows.

It's like missing the bus by a minute, and having to wait what feels like forever for the next one to come.

It's like buying someone the birthday present they've always wanted, just to find out someone gave it to them before you did.

It's like being passed up for the promotion you know you deserve, and having to watch someone half as able as you get the job you dream of having.

...and not being able to say anything about it.



No. It's not like any of that at all.


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7/11/09

Ask me why I'm awake at 3am. Go on, ask!!

i woke up for the sole reason that i was absolutely parched, and thought i might die if i didn't drink something. i walk into the kitchen and that's when i notice the annoying hum thats coming from outside. i look outside my back sliding door -- and there it is. helicopter hovering in the sky, search light on and in motion. my heart basically stops.

this is strangely reminiscent of 3 summers ago when they were looking for the creep with the severed head in his trunk.

if it's not a serious matter -- this helicopter hovering over my house is gonna get a rock tossed at it. though im like 99.999999% sure they're looking for someone in it, and i'm telling you -- if it turns out like it did 3 summers ago when they were looking for the guy who murdered someone FOUR BLOCKS AWAY FROM MY HOUSE -- we're gonna have some MAJOR issues. i'll be taking my car and relocating to somewhere I'd feel safer. Like Mississippi or Massachussetts.

...mark my fucking words.

as for now, i'm barricading myself in my room with my ipod on, so i can concentrate on beyonce and her huge ego -- as opposed to thinking about the fact that there might be a psychotic killer running through the streets of glen cove, somehow evading the shmuck piloting the helicopter with the huge fucking light on it.

god damn it.

7/7/09

Whispers In The Dark

In response to my previous post, Seattle finally made amends with Climate. I'm now FINALLY enjoying my summer. :) Well... I would be if it weren't for certain things...

I'm too stressed to go into detail now, but Mom's in the hospital and I am being put through the ringer by my campers this summer.

Maybe I'll post tomorrow in more detail. Right now though, I'm gonna go lay down and relax. This summer is fucking tough. It sucks. D:

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