So, as of late, I've been feeling like my life has been missing something. Is that thing a blog? Certainly not... But blogging is fun and I guess it's nice to sorta vent or just bullshit to no one in particular ABOUT nothing in particular. I tried my hand at tumblr, which I guess is fun for cute/funny/strange pictures and .gifs; but it lacks something (I haven't figured out what) that blogspot has. SO, THAT BEING SAID... I'm back. :-)
However, as it stands, I'm fucking EXHAUSTED... So I'm going to bed.
Something tomorrow, perhaps?
<3Laur
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Now Playing: Quietdrive - Hansome Devils Benediction
12/22/10
6/15/10
5/21/10
Robot.
Robots don't have feelings. They don't worry about people. They don't develop stupid useless crushes on people. They don't get hurt or offended when they're being ignored by people. They don't cry... They just do what the fuck they were put on the earth to do. They're awesome. I wanna be one.
4/4/10
I'm still here.
...I've been off doing better things.
Okay, that's a lie. I'm pretty sure I've been playing WoW this whole time.
(I swear I spend 90% of my time on flight paths.)
Today was Easter. Zombie Jesus Day? Yessir. Family time was pretty fun, as always.
I'm pretty upset that it's been a month and I don't have anything interesting to say. Oh well. I'll start writing daily about random stuff.
Also, I LOL'd pretty hard at what I had to say a year ago today. I can't believe I cared that much. I'm so glad I've given that up.
Okie doke, I shall return tomorrow with something of substance.
Okay, that's a lie. I'm pretty sure I've been playing WoW this whole time.
(I swear I spend 90% of my time on flight paths.)
Today was Easter. Zombie Jesus Day? Yessir. Family time was pretty fun, as always.
I'm pretty upset that it's been a month and I don't have anything interesting to say. Oh well. I'll start writing daily about random stuff.
Also, I LOL'd pretty hard at what I had to say a year ago today. I can't believe I cared that much. I'm so glad I've given that up.
Okie doke, I shall return tomorrow with something of substance.
3/9/10
Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.
Things I am becoming more aware of lately:
- My terrible habit of talking to random people about things that bother me.
- My insanely low tolerance for stupid fucking people.
- The fact that my subconscious enjoys making a fool out of me.
- My major crush on Jack Johnson's voice.
In other news: Spring weather is upon us. +500 Good Mood Bonus.
- My terrible habit of talking to random people about things that bother me.
- My insanely low tolerance for stupid fucking people.
- The fact that my subconscious enjoys making a fool out of me.
- My major crush on Jack Johnson's voice.
In other news: Spring weather is upon us. +500 Good Mood Bonus.
2/25/10
2/23/10
...So what?
Someone pointed out to me that I'm a WoW Addict last night. After vehemently denying the claim, I've come to realize that he's right. ...But I don't think I mind. I'm happier playing WoW than I am doing most other stupid stuff, WoW doesn't bore me after an hour like most other video games do, and it's quite nice to escape from the bullshit IRL by jumping into Azeroth and killing dragons and getting some phat lootz. Gosh, I'm a nerd.
Thursday is (hopefully) my last follow up with my Ortho-Surgeon. He'll take some x-rays and (hopefully) tell me I'm dunzo with physical therapy. Boy, would that be sweet.
Anyway, I'm off to work now.
<3Laurizzle
Thursday is (hopefully) my last follow up with my Ortho-Surgeon. He'll take some x-rays and (hopefully) tell me I'm dunzo with physical therapy. Boy, would that be sweet.
Anyway, I'm off to work now.
<3Laurizzle
2/16/10
I have goals.
However nerdy they may be... they're still goals, damn it. For instance, my goals for today were to read 2 more volumes of death note and to ding 70 on WoW. I did both of those. ^_^ .....Damn, here I am ranting about how big of a dork I am. I HAVE GOT TO STOP THIS CRAP! Wheeeee, but I'm SO excited. I'm only 10 away from the big 8-0. It's a big 10 though. Shit, there I go again.
I've been drawing a lot lately too. I've gotten SO much better at poses in the past few weeks. They're not amazing or anything, but they're a FUCK TON better than what they looked like a month ago. And for that, I am proud. :D
I have this whole week off of work because of the silly February break thing. I wonder what I'll do. >.>;
LoveLoveLove,
<3L
I've been drawing a lot lately too. I've gotten SO much better at poses in the past few weeks. They're not amazing or anything, but they're a FUCK TON better than what they looked like a month ago. And for that, I am proud. :D
I have this whole week off of work because of the silly February break thing. I wonder what I'll do. >.>;
LoveLoveLove,
<3L
2/14/10
...Or did I just blow your mind?
Last night, I had a dream that someone I know came to my rescue with a sword. It was like the "knight in shining armor" thing... except the armor wasn't shiny at all. He DID look bad ass though and was quite nice to me after the whole issue had been dealt with. I knew who it was, I just couldn't see the face. So the identity of this guy remains a mystery.
...And then I woke up and it's Valentine's Day. Woot? Nah, not a 'woot' occasion. I've never really had any use for Valentine's Day. It's a religious holiday that has been turned into a hallmark holiday. I'm not religious and I don't have money to be spending on a special someone that doesn't exist. And while I used to be bitter about all of the above, I've become quite apathetic about the whole thing. In my eyes, today is just another Sunday that I'll probably spend the entirety of playing WoW. If it should just so happen to include chocolate because of the "holiday"...? Well, who am I to turn that down? LOL.
OH! I went to my cousin's wedding last night. It was pretty fun. Catching up with family I haven't seen in a LONG time was awesome. My cousin Brian and his new wife Colleen looked amazing (especially Colleen's dress!) and everyone was pretty drunk by the end. And the wedding party favors, or whatever they're called; is a mini-cocktail shaker, a packet of drink mix, and a tiny bottle of Jose Cuervo. LOL AMAZING.
Anyway, I'm off.
Happy Valentine's Day?
<3 L
PS: Best shot I've ever had = Cafe Patron.
...And then I woke up and it's Valentine's Day. Woot? Nah, not a 'woot' occasion. I've never really had any use for Valentine's Day. It's a religious holiday that has been turned into a hallmark holiday. I'm not religious and I don't have money to be spending on a special someone that doesn't exist. And while I used to be bitter about all of the above, I've become quite apathetic about the whole thing. In my eyes, today is just another Sunday that I'll probably spend the entirety of playing WoW. If it should just so happen to include chocolate because of the "holiday"...? Well, who am I to turn that down? LOL.
OH! I went to my cousin's wedding last night. It was pretty fun. Catching up with family I haven't seen in a LONG time was awesome. My cousin Brian and his new wife Colleen looked amazing (especially Colleen's dress!) and everyone was pretty drunk by the end. And the wedding party favors, or whatever they're called; is a mini-cocktail shaker, a packet of drink mix, and a tiny bottle of Jose Cuervo. LOL AMAZING.
Anyway, I'm off.
Happy Valentine's Day?
<3 L
PS: Best shot I've ever had = Cafe Patron.
2/11/10
You put your body in the coffin where you sleep.
Yeah... So, it snowed. Like all effing day. Apparently, the storm we're having right now is the really cold equivalent to a hurricane. Awesome. Also, lightning-snow was rumored. I wish I lived somewhere that I could see the lightning in the snow. I bet it's real pretty. Though I don't get how it could thunder while it's snowing. To my knowledge, thunder/lightning has something to do with the heat and stuff. (Hence all the horrific thunder/lightning storms over the summer.) Of course, I'm under-educated in the realm of meteorology... So what would I know?
Anyway, because of this snow I had to cancel my physical therapy appointment for today. I played WoW instead. (SHOCKED?! ...Yeah, me either.) I also don't have work tomorrow because the North Shore Central School District is closed because of the massive snow-dump we got. That part kinda sucks, cause I could totally use the money from working. Meh.
I dyed my hair today. I love the smell of freshly dyed hair. It's comforting to me for some odd reason.
I've started sketching again. Stupid goofy doodles that aren't much good, in my opinion. It just feels good to put the shit that goes on in my imagination onto paper so that other people can see. Even though, to be honest, I tend to shy away from letting people look at my sketchbook. /shrug.
I love this song/video.
This entry was chock-full of nothingness. And I said I'd be writing more about important stuff... HAH!
<3 Laurasaur
Anyway, because of this snow I had to cancel my physical therapy appointment for today. I played WoW instead. (SHOCKED?! ...Yeah, me either.) I also don't have work tomorrow because the North Shore Central School District is closed because of the massive snow-dump we got. That part kinda sucks, cause I could totally use the money from working. Meh.
I dyed my hair today. I love the smell of freshly dyed hair. It's comforting to me for some odd reason.
I've started sketching again. Stupid goofy doodles that aren't much good, in my opinion. It just feels good to put the shit that goes on in my imagination onto paper so that other people can see. Even though, to be honest, I tend to shy away from letting people look at my sketchbook. /shrug.
I love this song/video.
This entry was chock-full of nothingness. And I said I'd be writing more about important stuff... HAH!
<3 Laurasaur
2/8/10
Beautiful and Strange
I was up until about 2:30 in the morning... And honestly, I don't know how I'm functioning right now. What I do know is that I'm dealing with this stress like a champ. Like a really, REALLY nerdy champ. Video game catharsis ftw.
I don't have much else to say because my life has taken a turn for the stressful and boring, and I refuse to go into pointlessness about my WoW progress.
Bleh, I'll try to write more interesting stuff soon for you non-existent readers. Lawl.
<3 Lauren LeStrange
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Now Playing: Mudvayne - Beautiful And Strange
I don't have much else to say because my life has taken a turn for the stressful and boring, and I refuse to go into pointlessness about my WoW progress.
Bleh, I'll try to write more interesting stuff soon for you non-existent readers. Lawl.
<3 Lauren LeStrange
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Now Playing: Mudvayne - Beautiful And Strange
2/6/10
You're listening to the sound of my breaking heart.
I'm stressed and I don't want to deal with any of it anymore. I am emotionally spent and being pulled in 50 different directions.
This needs to stop.
-LV-
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Now Playing: James Blunt - I Really Want You
This needs to stop.
-LV-
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Now Playing: James Blunt - I Really Want You
1/28/10
My Life, According to Ani.
"It seems that different people have an idea of what I am, and what I should be. And then there's me."
-Ani DiFranco
That about sums it up.
-Ani DiFranco
That about sums it up.
1/22/10
Fuck this year, already.
2010 better step it's fucking game up.
Things that make me happy in 2010
- Walking.
- World of Warcraft.
- Seeing my friends & family.
Things that make me irate in 2010
- Asshole insurance companies.
- Rude people that work for NCC.
- NCC as a whole.
- The fact that this ankle business is STILL not done with.
- Lack of 2nd job.
- Douche bags.
- Not getting to go to see Lady Gaga because of the ankle business.
- Being stressed out over all of the above.
When is this shit gonna be over?
Things that make me happy in 2010
- Walking.
- World of Warcraft.
- Seeing my friends & family.
Things that make me irate in 2010
- Asshole insurance companies.
- Rude people that work for NCC.
- NCC as a whole.
- The fact that this ankle business is STILL not done with.
- Lack of 2nd job.
- Douche bags.
- Not getting to go to see Lady Gaga because of the ankle business.
- Being stressed out over all of the above.
When is this shit gonna be over?
1/19/10
Dream Amnesia: Cured.
I've been having dreams about Underbog for the past like... 2 or 3 nights. I have to say, it's quite enjoyable.
Got my stitches out today. I'm basically DONE being broken. PT starts back up on Thursday. Woooooosh.
That's all for now.
<3Laurizzle
Got my stitches out today. I'm basically DONE being broken. PT starts back up on Thursday. Woooooosh.
That's all for now.
<3Laurizzle
1/14/10
Dream Amnesia?!? AI Viewership?!? SAY IT ISN'T SO!!!
I haven't had a dream in weeks. That's not to say I haven't dreamt... I just haven't remembered any of them. That's strange. For me, anyway. If you know me at all, you know I always have these crazy freak ass dreams, that make you think 'what the fuck did she take before she went to sleep?' ... but not lately. I'm not gonna lie, I'm kinda disappointed. :( Oh well, hopefully this dream amnesia doesn't last long.
So, I've taken to watching American Idol this season. I know right? Never thought I'd see the day where I was actually excited for AI. Putting aside the smug reason I'm watching the show, I'm actually kind of enjoying it. I mean, the first few episodes are the auditions, and who can resist watching these horrific Hollywood hopefuls have their dreams crushed by the AI panel?-- who's to say I won't grow tired of Simon and his snarky remarks? (Alright, I didn't buy it either. Bring on the snark!!) I guess we'll see as the show progresses, how interested or disinterested I become with the whole thing.
Oh, and enjoy this. I know I did.
<3 Laurasaur
So, I've taken to watching American Idol this season. I know right? Never thought I'd see the day where I was actually excited for AI. Putting aside the smug reason I'm watching the show, I'm actually kind of enjoying it. I mean, the first few episodes are the auditions, and who can resist watching these horrific Hollywood hopefuls have their dreams crushed by the AI panel?-- who's to say I won't grow tired of Simon and his snarky remarks? (Alright, I didn't buy it either. Bring on the snark!!) I guess we'll see as the show progresses, how interested or disinterested I become with the whole thing.
Oh, and enjoy this. I know I did.
<3 Laurasaur
1/10/10
I was productive today!
I woke up this morning like someone had lit a fire under my ass. I don't know why, but I was COMPELLED to clean. And clean I did. Got my laundry figured out, changed my sheets, organized all the crap I've got, did a bit of decorating... And blah. I'm extremely tired now. I should say that I was in bed at like 9pm, fell asleep for a few hours, woke up, tried to go back to sleep and couldn't. So I played some WoW. /sigh
OH! And I saw miss Emily today. It was great times, catching up on our lives. I misseded her.
So um, not much to say, I think I'm gonna get some sleep, finally.
~Laurasaur.
OH! And I saw miss Emily today. It was great times, catching up on our lives. I misseded her.
So um, not much to say, I think I'm gonna get some sleep, finally.
~Laurasaur.
1/8/10
What's that thing called? Walking?!
...THAT'S RIGHT!
I can walk!
...Well, sort of. Sometimes it hurts and I have to sit down and elevate my foot. Also, I've got a weird gait pattern. /sigh. BUT! I'm getting there! After about 3 months of no/limited mobility I CAN KINDA, SORTA MOVE AROUND ON MY OWN.
Surgery was yesterday. I could tell you the whole story, complete with me waking up and being disoriented for an hour after surgery -- but I'll spare you the boring details. It wasn't even that painful when I woke up. It felt like growing pains, and now the only hurt I've got is the stitches and the wound. Everything else feels fine. :) Yay!
I get to go back to work at the boys and girls club on the 25th && I'm starting at Red Mango, prolly sooner than that. Still gotta talk to Christian.
Life is good.
Imma go play some WoW now.
Lata gataz.
<3Laurasaur.
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Now Playing: Green Day - Viva La Gloria!
I can walk!
...Well, sort of. Sometimes it hurts and I have to sit down and elevate my foot. Also, I've got a weird gait pattern. /sigh. BUT! I'm getting there! After about 3 months of no/limited mobility I CAN KINDA, SORTA MOVE AROUND ON MY OWN.
Surgery was yesterday. I could tell you the whole story, complete with me waking up and being disoriented for an hour after surgery -- but I'll spare you the boring details. It wasn't even that painful when I woke up. It felt like growing pains, and now the only hurt I've got is the stitches and the wound. Everything else feels fine. :) Yay!
I get to go back to work at the boys and girls club on the 25th && I'm starting at Red Mango, prolly sooner than that. Still gotta talk to Christian.
Life is good.
Imma go play some WoW now.
Lata gataz.
<3Laurasaur.
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Now Playing: Green Day - Viva La Gloria!
1/3/10
I'm so official, all I need is a whistle.
Um... hai.
In terms of today:
+ Got a bomb ass coat from Sami today. Also gotz a pretty scarf/gloves set from Target. /sigh I loves that place.
+ Signs of life on KatDennings.com! Alright, I lurk the FUCK out of her twitter, but she posted a pic on KD and it was a shop of her and Christopher Walken. This makes me happy because it just confirms YET ANOTHER reason why we should be bff.
- I get really pissy when people wake me up from a perfectly good nap. I get even pissier when people I don't like wake me up. GRRRRR.
+/- Surgery in like 3 days. I'm excited but kinda nervous.
+ I just dinged 50 on Destery in WoW. :D [/nerd]
kay bai.
<3 Laurasaur.
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Now Playing: Dark Oscillators - Nasty Jungle
In terms of today:
+ Got a bomb ass coat from Sami today. Also gotz a pretty scarf/gloves set from Target. /sigh I loves that place.
+ Signs of life on KatDennings.com! Alright, I lurk the FUCK out of her twitter, but she posted a pic on KD and it was a shop of her and Christopher Walken. This makes me happy because it just confirms YET ANOTHER reason why we should be bff.
- I get really pissy when people wake me up from a perfectly good nap. I get even pissier when people I don't like wake me up. GRRRRR.
+/- Surgery in like 3 days. I'm excited but kinda nervous.
+ I just dinged 50 on Destery in WoW. :D [/nerd]
kay bai.
<3 Laurasaur.
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Now Playing: Dark Oscillators - Nasty Jungle
1/1/10
Go ahead and hate the world girl, you earned the right.
5 days til surgery. w00t.
Happy fuckin' New Year.
<3 Your friendly neighborhood Laurasaur
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Now Playing: Atmosphere - Dreamer
Happy fuckin' New Year.
<3 Your friendly neighborhood Laurasaur
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Now Playing: Atmosphere - Dreamer
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