I just had an epiphany.

It's way to early for me to write my actual blog on this subject, but I just had an epiphany.


DONT HOLD BACK. On anything.
I'll explain more later. I've gotta go catch a bus.

:EDIT:

Okay, it's now 6:41 pm and I now have time to write about my epiphany.

I don't really even know how it happened, honestly. I was getting ready for school in my usual half-assed manner. It was 6:30 and I had yet to change into my school clothes, and this song by The Sleeping started playing and they started repeating "Don't hold back, don't hold back tonight." And it kind of hit me like a brick. No one should ever hold back on anything. I'm like, You know what? You're right, Doug. No one should ever hold back. And I know, I'm taking this song completely out of context, because in reality he's singing about some girl letting happen whatever is gonna happen. But I mean even that can be applied to what I'm trying to say here. Don't worry... I'm getting to the point.

No one should ever have to hold back. Now, I mean NEVER. Don't hold back ANYTHING about who you are, what you like, what makes you tick, what you think about, what your opinion is... Don't let it all sit inside of you and rot. Don't let all that energy, all that emotion go to waste. Don't be afraid to show the world who you REALLY are. Don't be afraid to be weird. Embrace what makes you different. BE THE GOAT, DON'T BE THE SHEEP. (I really hope you all know what I mean by that...)

And don't hold back on what you want to do. So what if your parents think you should study a subject that you hate, so that ultimately you'll get a job in a field that you hate? Don't do it! Do what YOU want to do. Don't hold back on your dreams because you want to make other people happy. Also, don't hold back when you see someone interesting and want to strike up a conversation. Don't hold back when someone tells you that you don't have a snowball's chance in hell with the person you love. Go for it! Do your damnedest to make that person see how worthwhile you are. And if they don't feel anything for you after all of that? It's their loss. Don't hold back in the hope you have for your love. If someone says that they think it won't work, fuck them and their opinion. Do for YOU, what you want to do.

Above all, LET IT GO. Let go of the pain, the hate, the anger, the malice, the negative emotions. Let it go, because harboring negative emotions will bring more and more negative emotions into your life. LET GO of your inhibitions. Don't be scared to go for your dreams. Shoot for the stars. It's not as hard as it seems, if you think positively.

Free your mind, and you'll fly.

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Now playing: The Sleeping - Don't Hold Back
via FoxyTunes