I'm not sure exactly whats going on with me right now, but here's an update.
+ I've made it this far in the semester with only missing ONE legit class. (On the day I was absent, so was my history teacher. -le gasp- No... I'm not suprised.) Hopefully I can keep this trend going and pry myself out of bed every day, so that my attendance records don't suck.
+ One week to go and we're in February break. That's a week off of school to do basically nothing, except maybe... MAYBE study. I'm not sure how I feel about that last part. I kinda failed with that resolution that I was gonna study.
+/- I went to Tri-County yesterday and got a peace sign necklace. I was really excited. I absolutely love it. I also went to Old Navy and bought brightly colored clothing. (Hoping the colors will help my moods.) And then I went to Tina's Luggage at Broadway Mall and bought a LeSportsac bag that should have been like 80 bucks and only paid like... 30 bucks on it. All in all, I spent too much money though... Which is why this is also a negative.
- I've got absolutely NO motivation to go to school in the morning. The only reason I actually get up and do anything anymore is because I'm still freaking out over the time/distance factor and I know that if I stay in bed and mope, time is going to move a lot slower. Getting up and doing things, no matter how monotonus they are, makes the time pass a lot easier.
- Plane tickets for April are so damn expensive. I'm gonna have to stop spending money altogether if I want to go to Missouri in April. And god damn it, I AM going to Missouri in April, come hell, highwater, radioactive pigs, vampire puppies, leeches, locusts, nuclear holocaust... Mother fucker, I'm going.
+ I had a really cool, extremely pleasant dream last night. When I woke up it made me feel like there might be some chance of me being normal. (I just threw this in to offset the negative count. I don't plan on describing the dream for anyone.)
- I'm feeling pretty useless today. Useless and a waste of time. Everyones got better things to do than talk to me and actually listen. Which is fine, because I know everyone has their own things to do. I just wish that maybe I wasn't always so quick to drop what I was doing to listen to other people.
I don't feel like finishing this entry. I have class in the morning from 8 until 12:15. Oh joy.
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you can always vent to me!
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